The worst feeling in the world is hearing someone scream and
not being able to do anything about it.
Strike that.
The really worst feeling in the world is hearing someone
scream, and know that you’re going to be eating them in less than an hour.
Times are tough; I’m the first to say.
The summer isn’t really what it used to be, and our food
source seemed to disappear overnight. We tried living off of the lichen in our
cave. Whatever nutritional value that had does nothing to stave off the cold.
My sister died. Sometime during the night.
Mum, Pa, and Sis, and I were all huddled in a ball, trying
to conserve our energy. The cave that Pa and Uncle made for us all those years
ago seems an ostentatious waste.
We are dying.
Pa tried to quietly pull her frozen corpse out of the way
and cover it with snow. Mum and I both saw but pretended we didn't.
That lump
of snow over there is Sis.
Overhead the sounds of the Aliens and their big metal ships
rattle our teeth and hurt our ears and make parts of our cave collapse in. The
big room where we had our Life Party is now collapsed in.
The Aliens. They took our food, and they are destroying our
homes.
Uncle told the tall tales of when our food, the warm meat,
used to run along the ice packs in more numbers than you could count.
The giant Alien ships leaked bad air that killed the herds
of warm meat. Those that didn't die were taken by the Aliens, and turned to
beast of burden.
Uncle said he was going to talk “Being to Being” to the
Aliens in their frozen cave. Their huge metal ships came and went from their great
cave.
That was two weeks ago. We might have to eat Sis just to
stay alive.
Pa came into the cave. He was happy. We were saved!
He was
walking and found one of the warm meats with and Alien riding on his back! He
killed the warm meat so it would feel no pain, and the Alien fell off its back.
We ate well.
Though, less than we usually did. Our stomachs were full
quickly. Mum said it was because we haven’t eaten very much in quite so long.
I hugged Pa and Mum, and thanked them. Pa said it was
nothing to be proud of; he was just taking care of us.
No one mentioned Sis. No one looked at the mound of snow
that hid her.
Pa said one of the Aliens that was riding the warm meat was
still alive. That he put it up in our cave.
Pa and Mum argued. Pa said he didn't kill the Alien. Just hung
it up in our cave.
I was eating, and heard them arguing. Pa wanted to kill it,
and Mum said we could reason with it.
I could hear It, in our old Family Room. It was breathing
and moving.
Pa said we should eat It, and leave its little legs in front
of their metal cave to show we weren't beaten.
The really worst feeling in the world is hearing It scream, and know that you’re going to be eating It in less than an hour. I could hear Its panic
every time Pa yelled.
The dumb animal warm meat died so easily. The Aliens made so
much noise.
I bet if I let it go, it would just run away.
I could hear its
pain.
It wasn't like the warm meat. It was calling out for one of its
own. It was calling for help.
Slowly I walked into the Family Room, and tried to calm it
down.
The Alien was trying to reach for something on the ground that fell off it.
I tried to break it free from the ice where Pa hung it upside down, and that’s when it
fell.
In one motion the Alien fell to the ground, and a bright
blue light appeared in its hands.
I’m not sure what happened. The Alien stood there looking at
me, and I realized my arm was gone.
The Alien was holding the long blue light.
And my arm was on the ground.
I screamed for Pa.
And then It ran.
It ran yelling "Ben...Obi Wan...Ben!"

This reads like a well recalled nightmare. It evokes within the reader, recall of the power of empathetic communication , that needs no words. I like the thought to thought description. I hope this wasn't a dream of yours, and if it is, remember that all dreams are not a memory. It is an easily interpreted dream however. Losing an arm is the symbol of forced helplessness. The vision and thought of having to eat one's sister; being forced to save one's self at the expense of another. THe thought of wanting to let the Alien go- recollection of not wanting to punish your own tormentor, of trying to hope for a change that did not come in time. ...
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